超时空的爱

我是嗅觉敏锐的人类，
你是感觉细腻的灵魂。

我能感受到你还没即时给完的爱，
虽不是实实在在的，
但至少是真真切切的，
爱着我， 保护着我。

谢谢你超时空的保护。
谢谢你对我的隔空照顾，
谢谢你以前对我的厚爱，
请你， 请你， 继续守护着我和妹妹。
不让我们轻易被打倒，
请赐予我们神奇的力量，
让我们不怕没有你的困难， 勇敢地走下去。

我们会让你感到光荣，
即使你早已身在不同国界，
但， 请期待与接受我们迟来的回馈。

请你耐心地等待，
等待我们学有所成，
你女儿不会让你在陌生的国度中失望的。。。
反之我们会让你得回你生前得不到的荣耀。

请原谅我们迟来的孝顺，
只因你走的过早。
你伟大的牺牲我们会永远地牢记在心。


仲伯书

yo..Ally...what's up~...

wakaka...
today is so peace like that.
地球在宇宙中只是个小小的尘埃， 我又何必为了一毛钱而搞得自己不开心呢？
哈哈哈。。
不管是一毛钱还是一句话， 我都不把它放在心里。
还是开心最重要。。。:)

what is bloody going on with this world?

TMD~!!!FU*CKING robber~!!!!SUCK~!!!!!they all are inhumanity~~!!!!!
take a look of this bloody news at above link.
http://thestar.com.my/news/story.asp?file=/2008/11/27/nation/2660597&sec=nation

sick...

sick is really not a funny game man..
sigh... still can't manage take care of myself eventhough i sick
so pity..:(
i still eat junk food when i was sick.

the medicine just made me feel dizzy. but it is works acutually, it can relieves my sickness.

i would like to urge everybody i care don't go to watch the Quarantine(movie), so disgusting yet so suck to see it~!!!>< seriously.
i feel like vomit..and start to hate doggy because of the movie. shit...

and i think i am a brave person. don't u think that?

放下狠话～！！！

我很讨厌我自己～！！！！
我不应该拿早上八点的课～！！！
我已经一个世纪没去上八点的课了～！！！
就算是fail, 也是我活该。 不是吗？
我真的是史上大人渣～！！！！:(

what is the defination of friend?

seriously i don't even know.
what is the friend means by?
is it somebody who play happily and joke together with?
is it somebody who always "using u" and grab the benefit from you one?
or once enjoy the happy moment together but not awful moment?

some lucky gal or guy will find very loyal and those friends will pass those hard tough moment together with.

no matter what, friends and my family will come first.

casual wear

this morning my friend wake me up and said got class assignment (counted mark), so i rushed to college without changing my clothes. bkos if i late then i will loss the 10% assignment mark.

in that time already 8:18am. so i just only got less than half hour to do my class assignment. when i rushed to college by taxi it's already 8:50am. Bikos traffic jam all on half of the way~!!!!damn~!!!

despite of my casual wear, people will think that i am sure be very poor or whatever shit i am.

people will judge me through my attire.

here are some senario i met just a half day in college with my super casual suit.

senario 1: lecturer think that i don't give her a respect with such a nasty unproper suit. so she don't show me a good face.

senario 2: those people who distrubute flyer one don't give me a single flyer when i was passing by. they first see the way i wear, then directly turn to another side to give other ppl flyer..

sad man..but i don't want the flyer either la..

senario 3: bus driver judge me through my suit also, and not willing to help me bcos i got no small change for the bus ticket. he even drove me out.sigh...

senario 4: the mixed rice stall i always go there dabao one near by my hostel there punya boss can't recognize me at all. coz normally he will automatically give me a small portion of rice when i go dabao. but this time, he give me a very big portion and treat me in a way that i seems like very hungry and can't afford to buy his rice one. and he did show me some sympathize as not bill me so expensive one in the bloody huge portion of rice and dishes.

and more ever my hair so messy as well...-_-'''

aiya whatever la..i don't care what ppl think of me like.

i just wanna be me.

my friends are just so funny^O^

sigh...i am rushing for assignment now..in this supposed to be a nice to sleep midnight.
luckily my friends chat with me through MSN, so that i will not feel so bored in doing the bloody assignment...
here got some of the funny jokes my friends told me:)
1: shit with ballet dance:) (the picture of shit is actually do the spin motion)
2: can not squat down otherwise the shit will come out..(-_-'') haha..so cute
3: cat eat nasi lemak, so the shit is 100 purely made from nasi lemak:) wakaka
4: ask me whether what my lion's foods...human meat? meat? or shushi...haha..
5: ask me to sit properly, otherwise the wind is so strong for me to blow away to USA.(USA cute icon shown)
6: high tech boat, with remote control, needless to use shank to row.
7: shit is something similiar with chocolate cake like shape and colour, exept by the smell.
8: cat can do flushing
9: yawn as roar
10: made Mr. James (my favourite lecturer) into the jokes.
actually there are many more..just like every single dialog are full of jokes.
he is such a creative and funny joker indeed.
u won't get bored to be with him. serious.
:)

i don't want to be like that also

the most scary thing in this world is not no money, poor.
is the people u love and care don't love you anymore. is a kind of poor in spirit man..

*cry:(

i am sooooo lucky today, thks god:)

i am soooooo lucky today, except by i spilled the coffee on my clothe and pant when i was opening the lids by myself thks god protecting me all the way in my life:)

oh ya. PAPAYA baby is just so cute. i like her suit so much. so cute:)


i cooked a very tasty meal for myself, i am thinking of, how a waste if i not become a chef. haha..
what i cooked just now is just so delicious..even i already not so hungry can finished whole pot.:)

it's so wonderful to have my truthly own made meals and read chinese newspaper at the same time:)


life is so wonderful if u do some meaningful thing to cheer you on:)

struggling...

i am struggling for wonderful, great and also meaningful life.
don't care what is others people judge on you, just do ur own.
we can not control people view on us, we just do whatever we think is suitable for.
because different people got different view, so why so tired to care of this people view?
so. just do whatever u think is positive man~

i can't bear of them..

oh my god. all my college hang up friends are going to graduate in next semester.
so that means, i would not able to see them in next sem.
soooooooooo sad....
*sob

seriously, i like them so much and so much...they all are such a great friend
they are sincere to friends, loyal to friends, unlike some of the people are wearing a fake mask to
make friend with.

i definately will miss them so much.
all the best to all of them. they are such a great friends to me.

today is a makan day-_-''

i have been eaten so many foods all the day long in today..
walao...
my life just full of eat.
now i feel like want to eat ICE CREAM ...cAppucino cone...

五体投地

我真的很佩服那种会读书又会玩乐的人类，而且人又好好哦。 就像我的同学， 他们真的是， 一流。
而且， 更厉害的是， 我的一个朋友早上五点多才睡， 八点又有课， 她竟然爬地起来去上课？她到底是怎样办到的?~!!!对我来说很神奇咯。 可惜她最后一个学期了， 下次再见到她都难了。
我真的希望我们的友谊能永固。。。

而且，我只会服她说的话， 不管是奉劝我的还是指责的， 都无所谓， 因为她有资格那样对我。yes, she is my man. yo..

神的孩子

今天我和我的组员去一间位于Damansara Perdana 的儿童扶持中心。
感触良多。
最令我印象深刻的是一名已经14岁的男孩， 他有自闭症， 他脾气时好时坏。 在短短三个小时里面已经干了不少然人无法理解的事。
可能这是我第一次见到此景吧， 是有点吓到了。
我在想， 幸亏他来自有钱人家， 不然的话真的不知该怎么办。
他的家有钱让他到扶持中心接受训练， 好让他减缓病情。但， 他已经14岁了， 仍然不能想其他和他同龄的一样享受上学的乐趣。 不能到正常人的学校上课， 跟其他人一起玩乐。
他虽然有钱， 但是我可以从他那呆滞的眼神中知道他并不快乐。 一点都不。

还有一个小妹， 他是有不定性症，从中心服务人员口中得知， 他家也是很有钱，他父亲是名医生。 但是， 他一点都不快乐， 我真的觉得， 好可怜好可怜哦哦。


世界上真的很多人比我还要惨， 我虽然没钱， 但是我有健康的身体与头脑。我可以很快乐地使用家人给我的那一小点钱， 不够的话， 我可以用很快乐的方法， 靠自己赚来。
与那些脑部不健全的人相比， 我比他们幸福多了。

那里的院长， 她是很有爱心的人。
她牺牲自己， 奉献自己的一切给那里的小朋友。
而且，她经常被那里的小朋友搞到满身伤， 真的很可怜。
而且她是一名博士。

不管我们生命中缺少什么， 例如， 亲情， 友情， 爱情， 财富， 时间，衣服，娱乐，食物或种种种， 只要我们还有健康的身体与健全的脑袋， 就应该知足了。
真的， 就应该知足了。


找一天， 我希望可以到回去探望他们。买食物给他们吃。

sigh...my fault man...

change the bloody company is a MUST.
bcozzzz...
i really tolerance enough of the lousy company..
tmd
just a tiny fault can caused my incentives gone.



my mood get spoiled again. because of the company again.
how many times the company spoiled my mood already?
What's The Mother Fuck~!!!!

spoil my wonderful day

walao...why he spoil my wonderful day?
today just a very wonderful day if without him.
tmd

stupid me la><

i am so stupid la...
my friend not feeling so well and i can't and don't know how to give my concern to them.
and when i was unhappy, my friends will definately know how to make me happy.

i am so useless..
seriously.

especially deal with the friend relationship.

weird...

when i exhausted and fall in sleep in this afternoon during my break time.
after i woke up, saw a woman looked at me with smiling face.
and i feel notHing...but after that she keep looking at me with smiling face.
and i found sometHing weird. because of the feeling man..
so. i was try to avoid her eyes sight. but she stilllllllllll looking at me.
but this time i choose to run away...


tired day anyway

sienz arr...

tomorrow going to work as part time job.
so sienzzz arr...
now i just here thinking of it also feel like so sienzzz...when i work there tomorrow, will be even more sienzzz la i think..

but but but. what i sienzz+ing of oo?
is it scare of that job i going to do?
no. actually the most terrible and horrible thing of a job is not stress. is it just so hard to let the times flies like we have fun with that quick.
i think our brain got an element to define whether what we do is nice for us one or bored for us one to provide us energy...hoho..
magically brain....

sienz(bored) is the most challenging of a job actually.

i am trying to think of good sides of that job i am working.
trying to think the job is actually benefit me a lot.
the job is the most fantastic job in the world.
ya, i trying to cheat on myself, but at least will not be so boring when i doing this job.

nightmare again...

ooo...nightmare ply with me again...
this time is full of adventure...
luckily my two friends save me i means in the nightmare there..
i have no idea why my friends also turned out in my nightmare there...

the nightmare is about we all climbed up to higher places. and there were very dangerous and damn high like that.

and i don't dare to climb it up. so my friends( i still remember who they are, ZIqing and Jianqi) come and rescue me.

sigh...the nightmare made me tension while i was sleeping actually...

burn the midnight oil

i really take my hat off to those manage to cram everything the night before the exam, or do the assignment over night, and flicking thing pages of notes, stared with coffee or red bulls, and still manage to score.
i can never do without my sleep, nor coffee, for the matter.

how can make it huh?

is that they all got magic?

is that they all are supermen/ superwomen?

but i still need to sleep well before the exam indeed. i tried to swallow up all the thing have to test in midnight. but it just can't use la..

Piss off...

my "little brother" supervisor called me in this afternoon.
TMD...i told u...he made me really piss off you know???!!!!
i think is communication problem between me and him.
what i ask, he just can't get it and misunderstood the meaning of my question.
TMD...
he keep thinking of, i might the person who not willing to do the hard job and choose the easier job instead.
TMD, since he think i am that kind of person, so i answered him, "ya~!!if got more choices for me, i certainly take down the easier one la..." after that, i add on a sentence and said, " i am not saying i want to change into the easier project, what i do just asking ~!!!!!"
PISS OFFFFFFFFF><><


he said just treat him as friend, but how to?
people like him, i will not made fun with next time. never.
this kind of people just can't made fun with. i will keep a distance with him just a colleague relationship in between, but not friend.


my wonderful afternoon just ruin like that...
last time when in my workplace also like that...
he like to ruin the mood of mine only i think.


updated: he already gave me an apology.

CMI

Chinese, Malay, and Indian.
sigh...
Those races in Malaysia have already turned out like, patah...
we should live life in harmony together.
no internal battle, no discriminate...

nightmare

a nightmare wake me up in this morning...
so scary...and so lifelike...
what the f*king nightmare is i get robbed by four robber...
they robbed my purse, my everything...and forced me to clean their dirty and disgusting house somemore...

those fierce and rude robber look excatly like so barbarously...

so scary, hope this nightmare will not happen in my real life...
TMD...

smoking day

16 cigarette...

deserve it...

today i came late for the class, and get bu-shuang by the lecturer.
she warned me not to be late on next time. with fierce looks.wow...fire on...
i was feel so scare when she interrogated me for the reason why i being late...
but it is my fault la this time..
sienzzz...
z Z z ZZZZZ..

and another big thing knew it from my friend hoh...
that is the MR. Z (lecturer) he don't like people not attend his class, he will bear in mind, and make you fail in final exam. so scary~!!!!!so so so scary...
no wonder every of his subject i must in FAIL one.
because i didn't attend his class most of the time.
TMD...
now i finally know...
no wonder no wonder...
ok..don't kidding with him..
all my query finally get sloved...
walao...no wonder i always did not well in his subject...
fuc* because i always skip his class.
he is remembering me actually.
MD...

and also, i also so scare of a guy, he is so disgusting, no matter in look and also the ways when he communicate with me.but i have to work with him one oo..
MD. but never mind la, i already gave one's word to him said i will help him out on this coming saturday and sunday, can not simply simply cancel one...otherwise he will susah to cari orang to help him out.

hope i will be fine on this coming saturday and sunday.><

friends power:)

today i was so happy.
because of friends.
i met my friends in college(Evon) and outside(SM, SM's sister, ziqing,huinee, xiulee, and etc...) and also in hostel(maysun, leebing and huiting...)hoho...
very satisfy and happy to see them:)

and my supervisor talk to me nicely in phone as well.
haha...my lecturer pay concern to me also...


who i met today is just so polite and nice. hehe...

i think because who i met are in college but not workplace.

so, the most scary place is workplace, and people in there. it made me unhappy.

领悟

人类。。。人生。。。
世界并非丑恶， 丑恶的是人类。。。

钱， 是万恶之首。
人类因它而更显恶心。。。
他妈的~!!!

人， 只要对的起天地良心，不管那些不知所谓的人的有心作怪。。。
就已经心安了。。。


如果世界上没有打劫案， 谋杀案， 贪污等等等。。。的人神共愤的不良案件， 那该多好。。。人类就不会有悲伤， 也不会有烦恼。。。

但事与愿违。。。


我亲眼看到人们的不耻之行，久久都无法平衡过来。。
是我吓傻了。。。还是我已经惊呆了。。
也许。。。

有些人类真的是比禽兽还不如啊。。。
无奈， 恐惧。。。

其实世界可不可以太平， 视乎人类。。。
那些坏蛋的良心到底飞去哪了？？

damn it~!!!

it just a very terrible weekend by the way:(

Global warming...

sigh...the weather just so unstable recently...

sometime heat like desert, suddently will pour down rain heavily...and sometime even rain in the sunny day:(



so, the earth is telling us. she is not feeling well.

maybe she want to urge people on the earth to take good care of her.

DON'T DO POLLUTION THING, DON'T DESTROY THE FOREST, DON'T USE THE THING THAT CAN'T BE RECYVLE ONE....

but human seems like insist of doing this for their convenience...how selfish huh...

i think there is no chance for people in future to see a real bird in outside, and they just only can see them maybe in the zoo.



so, we should use the recycle bag while we are doing shoping...

we should turn off the light while we are not using it.

we should try to avoid turning on the air-con even though we are not feel so heat at all..

and the bus and lorry or no matter what kind of vehicle please check their exhaust frequently, to avoid those smoke pollute the environment.

ESPECIALLY THOSE BUSES like Rapid KL and METRO, they are just too much of smoke keep coming out from their exhaust:( so disappointed to seeing this:(



hopefully the air can be just like maybe twenty year ago, no pollution, no grey smoke in the sky.

my friends all are so nice to me:)

i am so lucky
i am so so lucky:)
i am very very lucky:)
can meet all my nice friends. they are not only just nice, and kind also:)
they are my friends, my kindly and considerate friends.
if full of this kind people in the world, that will be nice. very nice somemore...

wow...帅～

今天我在巴士上看到一个很帅很帅很帅的人， 他就坐在我对面而已。。。皮肤又超好的。。。他的五官。。。wakao... mou tak ding~!!!
他是天生帅的。。。完全不需要打扮的那种就有很帅的feel~
他的头发很乱。。。衣服很随性。。。很casual...

下了巴士， 才发现他也是读HELP的， 怪不得我觉得酱眼熟。。。
然后我们搭同一架电梯。。。他跟他朋友在电梯遇到。。。然后他们开始交谈。。。
walao...wo hua ri gong~!!!他的声音很man~!!!很磁性~!!!声音超好听的。。。

人又高哦。。。（刚才是坐着的， 所以没有看地出很高。。。）

而且， 他在巴士上玩...erm.. 我不懂那是什么。。。有点类似lego 酱的。。但又不是。。。
然后。。。他玩到很快。。。又很快破关。。。

欣赏+ing...
这种人真是优良品种啊~!!!

比起那种体味很臭很臭又非常咸湿的damn外劳or some of the malay...(想到就想k 他们一顿)
他真的是世界至最帅最干净的帅哥~!!!

Malaysia Boleh! Tapi lambat sikit...-_-''

Malaysia is a delveloping country for sure, even though Malaysia is a well-endowed with natural resources in areas such as agriculture, forestry and minerals. In terms of agriculture, Malaysia is one of the top exporters of naturale rubber and palm oil, cocoa and etc. Palm oil is also a major generator of foreign exchange.

but it still in developing since it had already been granted independence in year 1957.

and the worst is Malaysia less famous than our neighbourhood country which are Singapore and Thailand.*sad

sad huh...

Singapore is the most influential country that rely on exportent trade by buying the raw goods frm another countries, and refining for re-export. apart from this, Singapore also a well known Green Garden City in the world. Clean all over on the road is their feature.

clever enough huh...

and thailand...this country famous in many way as well.

its tourism is running very well, it sign as Cheap, Funny, Valueble and etc. it is a nice place to be visited actually.

nice huh...

but for Malaysia...*Ahem... basically nothing much to be proud of.

1. Public transport here is sucks.

2. Safety problem very serious. can be said like, especially very dangerous for woman...no matter how old she is.

3. enviromental pollution.

4. discrimination visible sangat...sigh...

and those potential and talented local artist here is susah nak jadi famous in here...so unfair. really feel so sympathy for them*sob

escpecially Point Blanc, he is FANTASTIC, AWESOME hip hop kaki~!*wow:)

i still remember first time i heard his song by chance frm radio, just wondering..." wow...so nice oo...got foregin singer sing the Ipoh Mali song for malaysia yo..and i keep asking around ppl and ppl don't know wht is that..until recently i just knew actually that song is come out by local artist man~~

Those famous artist such as Nicolas, Lim Yu Zhong, Fish Leong, Michelle Yong all them are born and raised in Malaysia. and they went abroad like Taiwan, Hong Kong or China to dip salt water just gain more attraction of public.

Once they come back, they suddently change into very famous and very wonderful right?

bcos those foreign countries so got quality in teaching them into a more talent artist or else.

it is truth right?

people rather go abroad to realise their dream such as study or establish their career other than Malaysia right...?

the top University in Malaysia like UTM, UPM, UM or whatever what shit it called just like shit to another countries.

even the lousiest university in another foreign countries such as China or United State would be better than the top local University here.

sigh...most of the talent guy already chao to another country lo...those who came back one will become more successful and gain more pamper from their boss in their workplace, serious~~

if boss see the resume that stated, year XXX graduated from XXX University in London. he sure will ...keep the sit for u...

if yearXXX graduated from XXX University frm Malaysia one, i think he will consider in whether want to hire u or not a while first..

UNLESS YOU ARE BUMIPUTERA...

or change the gratuated thing into like working experience in a same senario. same also...the consequence.

hopefully those of what i said will not be the same one and will reap better in the near future.

Speechless...

maybe i am too naive, too timidity...

so i get cheated by my ex-good friend. (now just normal friend)

there were countless money i had spent on "it"(just couldn't be qualified to be a human) in the past.

i believe, if u treat ppl nicely, in the same way, people will treat u back nicely.

but somehow. thing is not like that.

why? why? why?

what's wrong with this world?sigh...

but luckily, still got people are nice and at least will not cheat on you.

i just can't leave the kitchen alone...

i been EATING variety of foods in whole day long...
so exaggerate right? but it's truth seriously...

and my super cute junior cooked those dishes that i love a lot...
very TASTY, DELICIOUS, and AWESOME...
the taste just nice.. how fortunate me:)

and they are very cute and hilarious people as well...
very very cute...i like them so much:)

they not only just cute, and willing to take down the responsiblity as well.
and they are very well behave, willing to clean up the chaotic dirty n oily "war field"(kitchen)
automatically...so touched somehow:')
hoho...

apart from this...they both are very funny people somemore...
they did bring a lot of natural joke to us...
i appreciate a lot actually...

IT IS JUST SO NICE TO LIVE WITH THEM:)
like wonderful:)

and most of their views is quite similiar with me, holla~!!!yeah:)

let's back to the kicthen part that i actually want to talk about...
we ate the yummy curry bee hoon last night.

the process of making that curry bee hoon is so warmly and hilarious:) *love
In a word, both of my super cute junior a.ka. housemate just really really nice:)

love ya~~

i kill my hair cruely :s

p/s: i picked up frm the rubbish bin just for taking this photo down...hehe...

erm...basically i am a new fisher in bloging...so...still in learning how to change the bckground into my favorite wallpaper just like others...

and...anther thing is...very bloody me hoh...

cut plenty of my hair without choice by myself in this morning...

oooo...so kesian my hair:(

i cut those for saving the other majority of my hair...

so...for my rest of the hair's sake...

i just hv to cut them off...one by one...slowly...without choice...

so drama...

the reason is my hair get stucked in my bloody comb...

no matter how hard i try to get my hair off frm d comb...

just can't escape it...

so...i have no choice but to cut those hair that stuck on the comb lo...

sigh...

i am killer...those hair are very innocent...

i already got not much hair with me, but i still torture my hair...sigh...

next time i shall protect my hair and comb them tenderly, otherwise...they would leave me...*sob