what is bloody going on with this world?

TMD~!!!FU*CKING robber~!!!!SUCK~!!!!!they all are inhumanity~~!!!!!
take a look of this bloody news at above link.
http://thestar.com.my/news/story.asp?file=/2008/11/27/nation/2660597&sec=nation

sick...

sick is really not a funny game man..
sigh... still can't manage take care of myself eventhough i sick
so pity..:(
i still eat junk food when i was sick.

the medicine just made me feel dizzy. but it is works acutually, it can relieves my sickness.

i would like to urge everybody i care don't go to watch the Quarantine(movie), so disgusting yet so suck to see it~!!!>< seriously.
i feel like vomit..and start to hate doggy because of the movie. shit...

and i think i am a brave person. don't u think that?

放下狠话～！！！

我很讨厌我自己～！！！！
我不应该拿早上八点的课～！！！
我已经一个世纪没去上八点的课了～！！！
就算是fail, 也是我活该。 不是吗？
我真的是史上大人渣～！！！！:(

what is the defination of friend?

seriously i don't even know.
what is the friend means by?
is it somebody who play happily and joke together with?
is it somebody who always "using u" and grab the benefit from you one?
or once enjoy the happy moment together but not awful moment?

some lucky gal or guy will find very loyal and those friends will pass those hard tough moment together with.

no matter what, friends and my family will come first.

casual wear

this morning my friend wake me up and said got class assignment (counted mark), so i rushed to college without changing my clothes. bkos if i late then i will loss the 10% assignment mark.

in that time already 8:18am. so i just only got less than half hour to do my class assignment. when i rushed to college by taxi it's already 8:50am. Bikos traffic jam all on half of the way~!!!!damn~!!!

despite of my casual wear, people will think that i am sure be very poor or whatever shit i am.

people will judge me through my attire.

here are some senario i met just a half day in college with my super casual suit.

senario 1: lecturer think that i don't give her a respect with such a nasty unproper suit. so she don't show me a good face.

senario 2: those people who distrubute flyer one don't give me a single flyer when i was passing by. they first see the way i wear, then directly turn to another side to give other ppl flyer..

sad man..but i don't want the flyer either la..

senario 3: bus driver judge me through my suit also, and not willing to help me bcos i got no small change for the bus ticket. he even drove me out.sigh...

senario 4: the mixed rice stall i always go there dabao one near by my hostel there punya boss can't recognize me at all. coz normally he will automatically give me a small portion of rice when i go dabao. but this time, he give me a very big portion and treat me in a way that i seems like very hungry and can't afford to buy his rice one. and he did show me some sympathize as not bill me so expensive one in the bloody huge portion of rice and dishes.

and more ever my hair so messy as well...-_-'''

aiya whatever la..i don't care what ppl think of me like.

i just wanna be me.

my friends are just so funny^O^

sigh...i am rushing for assignment now..in this supposed to be a nice to sleep midnight.
luckily my friends chat with me through MSN, so that i will not feel so bored in doing the bloody assignment...
here got some of the funny jokes my friends told me:)
1: shit with ballet dance:) (the picture of shit is actually do the spin motion)
2: can not squat down otherwise the shit will come out..(-_-'') haha..so cute
3: cat eat nasi lemak, so the shit is 100 purely made from nasi lemak:) wakaka
4: ask me whether what my lion's foods...human meat? meat? or shushi...haha..
5: ask me to sit properly, otherwise the wind is so strong for me to blow away to USA.(USA cute icon shown)
6: high tech boat, with remote control, needless to use shank to row.
7: shit is something similiar with chocolate cake like shape and colour, exept by the smell.
8: cat can do flushing
9: yawn as roar
10: made Mr. James (my favourite lecturer) into the jokes.
actually there are many more..just like every single dialog are full of jokes.
he is such a creative and funny joker indeed.
u won't get bored to be with him. serious.
:)

i don't want to be like that also

the most scary thing in this world is not no money, poor.
is the people u love and care don't love you anymore. is a kind of poor in spirit man..

*cry:(

i am sooooo lucky today, thks god:)

i am soooooo lucky today, except by i spilled the coffee on my clothe and pant when i was opening the lids by myself thks god protecting me all the way in my life:)

oh ya. PAPAYA baby is just so cute. i like her suit so much. so cute:)


i cooked a very tasty meal for myself, i am thinking of, how a waste if i not become a chef. haha..
what i cooked just now is just so delicious..even i already not so hungry can finished whole pot.:)

it's so wonderful to have my truthly own made meals and read chinese newspaper at the same time:)


life is so wonderful if u do some meaningful thing to cheer you on:)

struggling...

i am struggling for wonderful, great and also meaningful life.
don't care what is others people judge on you, just do ur own.
we can not control people view on us, we just do whatever we think is suitable for.
because different people got different view, so why so tired to care of this people view?
so. just do whatever u think is positive man~

i can't bear of them..

oh my god. all my college hang up friends are going to graduate in next semester.
so that means, i would not able to see them in next sem.
soooooooooo sad....
*sob

seriously, i like them so much and so much...they all are such a great friend
they are sincere to friends, loyal to friends, unlike some of the people are wearing a fake mask to
make friend with.

i definately will miss them so much.
all the best to all of them. they are such a great friends to me.

today is a makan day-_-''

i have been eaten so many foods all the day long in today..
walao...
my life just full of eat.
now i feel like want to eat ICE CREAM ...cAppucino cone...

五体投地

我真的很佩服那种会读书又会玩乐的人类，而且人又好好哦。 就像我的同学， 他们真的是， 一流。
而且， 更厉害的是， 我的一个朋友早上五点多才睡， 八点又有课， 她竟然爬地起来去上课？她到底是怎样办到的?~!!!对我来说很神奇咯。 可惜她最后一个学期了， 下次再见到她都难了。
我真的希望我们的友谊能永固。。。

而且，我只会服她说的话， 不管是奉劝我的还是指责的， 都无所谓， 因为她有资格那样对我。yes, she is my man. yo..

神的孩子

今天我和我的组员去一间位于Damansara Perdana 的儿童扶持中心。
感触良多。
最令我印象深刻的是一名已经14岁的男孩， 他有自闭症， 他脾气时好时坏。 在短短三个小时里面已经干了不少然人无法理解的事。
可能这是我第一次见到此景吧， 是有点吓到了。
我在想， 幸亏他来自有钱人家， 不然的话真的不知该怎么办。
他的家有钱让他到扶持中心接受训练， 好让他减缓病情。但， 他已经14岁了， 仍然不能想其他和他同龄的一样享受上学的乐趣。 不能到正常人的学校上课， 跟其他人一起玩乐。
他虽然有钱， 但是我可以从他那呆滞的眼神中知道他并不快乐。 一点都不。

还有一个小妹， 他是有不定性症，从中心服务人员口中得知， 他家也是很有钱，他父亲是名医生。 但是， 他一点都不快乐， 我真的觉得， 好可怜好可怜哦哦。


世界上真的很多人比我还要惨， 我虽然没钱， 但是我有健康的身体与头脑。我可以很快乐地使用家人给我的那一小点钱， 不够的话， 我可以用很快乐的方法， 靠自己赚来。
与那些脑部不健全的人相比， 我比他们幸福多了。

那里的院长， 她是很有爱心的人。
她牺牲自己， 奉献自己的一切给那里的小朋友。
而且，她经常被那里的小朋友搞到满身伤， 真的很可怜。
而且她是一名博士。

不管我们生命中缺少什么， 例如， 亲情， 友情， 爱情， 财富， 时间，衣服，娱乐，食物或种种种， 只要我们还有健康的身体与健全的脑袋， 就应该知足了。
真的， 就应该知足了。


找一天， 我希望可以到回去探望他们。买食物给他们吃。

sigh...my fault man...

change the bloody company is a MUST.
bcozzzz...
i really tolerance enough of the lousy company..
tmd
just a tiny fault can caused my incentives gone.



my mood get spoiled again. because of the company again.
how many times the company spoiled my mood already?
What's The Mother Fuck~!!!!

spoil my wonderful day

walao...why he spoil my wonderful day?
today just a very wonderful day if without him.
tmd

stupid me la><

i am so stupid la...
my friend not feeling so well and i can't and don't know how to give my concern to them.
and when i was unhappy, my friends will definately know how to make me happy.

i am so useless..
seriously.

especially deal with the friend relationship.

weird...

when i exhausted and fall in sleep in this afternoon during my break time.
after i woke up, saw a woman looked at me with smiling face.
and i feel notHing...but after that she keep looking at me with smiling face.
and i found sometHing weird. because of the feeling man..
so. i was try to avoid her eyes sight. but she stilllllllllll looking at me.
but this time i choose to run away...


tired day anyway

sienz arr...

tomorrow going to work as part time job.
so sienzzz arr...
now i just here thinking of it also feel like so sienzzz...when i work there tomorrow, will be even more sienzzz la i think..

but but but. what i sienzz+ing of oo?
is it scare of that job i going to do?
no. actually the most terrible and horrible thing of a job is not stress. is it just so hard to let the times flies like we have fun with that quick.
i think our brain got an element to define whether what we do is nice for us one or bored for us one to provide us energy...hoho..
magically brain....

sienz(bored) is the most challenging of a job actually.

i am trying to think of good sides of that job i am working.
trying to think the job is actually benefit me a lot.
the job is the most fantastic job in the world.
ya, i trying to cheat on myself, but at least will not be so boring when i doing this job.

nightmare again...

ooo...nightmare ply with me again...
this time is full of adventure...
luckily my two friends save me i means in the nightmare there..
i have no idea why my friends also turned out in my nightmare there...

the nightmare is about we all climbed up to higher places. and there were very dangerous and damn high like that.

and i don't dare to climb it up. so my friends( i still remember who they are, ZIqing and Jianqi) come and rescue me.

sigh...the nightmare made me tension while i was sleeping actually...

burn the midnight oil

i really take my hat off to those manage to cram everything the night before the exam, or do the assignment over night, and flicking thing pages of notes, stared with coffee or red bulls, and still manage to score.
i can never do without my sleep, nor coffee, for the matter.

how can make it huh?

is that they all got magic?

is that they all are supermen/ superwomen?

but i still need to sleep well before the exam indeed. i tried to swallow up all the thing have to test in midnight. but it just can't use la..

Piss off...

my "little brother" supervisor called me in this afternoon.
TMD...i told u...he made me really piss off you know???!!!!
i think is communication problem between me and him.
what i ask, he just can't get it and misunderstood the meaning of my question.
TMD...
he keep thinking of, i might the person who not willing to do the hard job and choose the easier job instead.
TMD, since he think i am that kind of person, so i answered him, "ya~!!if got more choices for me, i certainly take down the easier one la..." after that, i add on a sentence and said, " i am not saying i want to change into the easier project, what i do just asking ~!!!!!"
PISS OFFFFFFFFF><><


he said just treat him as friend, but how to?
people like him, i will not made fun with next time. never.
this kind of people just can't made fun with. i will keep a distance with him just a colleague relationship in between, but not friend.


my wonderful afternoon just ruin like that...
last time when in my workplace also like that...
he like to ruin the mood of mine only i think.


updated: he already gave me an apology.

CMI

Chinese, Malay, and Indian.
sigh...
Those races in Malaysia have already turned out like, patah...
we should live life in harmony together.
no internal battle, no discriminate...

nightmare

a nightmare wake me up in this morning...
so scary...and so lifelike...
what the f*king nightmare is i get robbed by four robber...
they robbed my purse, my everything...and forced me to clean their dirty and disgusting house somemore...

those fierce and rude robber look excatly like so barbarously...

so scary, hope this nightmare will not happen in my real life...
TMD...

smoking day

16 cigarette...