Monday, June 15, 2009

Thursday, June 11, 2009

sighssssssssssssssssss...

i am so sienzzz arrr....><
my life is suckss~!!!

i dunlike to being like him, bcos he is too mundane.
if i be with him, then i sure will get depression too.
but, hellss..i might like him already..
can not, i told myself.

so, Mr. M bye bye.
who is the next? i dun know.
now i only know.
it's ain't easy to find the one you love.
and he love u too.

susah sangat la..><
why the fuck i studying in this college?
damn..

Monday, June 1, 2009

normal vs abnormal

sighssss...
i finally get what does it means by becoming a normal person already.
it not to be said normal or abnormal. just feel that, if u meet a stranger that
u met online and u never saw him before, u're kind of like very crazy and all that,
ppl will get scared by it. TOTALLY.

ppl advised me, i was not listen, and insist of becoming the real me.
but, but but, just now, got a ppl treat me in that way as i mentioned above, i
felt like, oh my god. so scary...

Yupe, i will become normal start frm this time. thank gods to send ppl to me to discover the
similiar side of me.

AND usually assignment right? u can not pop up any single of words, but...
the bull shit thing about urself right? u can simply pop up many words until non-stop one.
y? because of the responsiblity of the work u are going to be done.

cheers.

Sunday, April 12, 2009

sighs...scary..

this world is full of gossiping...
gossip abt u, gossip abt them...

no matter what a perfect person u are, u still will get gossip by someone, who..
JEALOUS u, love you and care abt u.

but, normally ppl dunlike get gossip by..
so, this is what i call scary world, and reality world is look like.

again, so scary.

Thursday, April 9, 2009

I DUN LIKE HER

seriously, i really don't like her.
because she is tooooo..sooombong, she makes me can't breath.
i dun like her at all.
i don't want to add her as friend in facebook seriously.
no matter what, she will judge on people without consider their feeling.
seriously.
and she tot she is the most beautiful gal in the world.
oh gosh..i feel like vomit.
a peson like her. will not ever find a nice guy to be with her.
serious. no matter what, she will tot she is the perfect one, and other people is ungly one.
and hold on, although i am very unstastify to get along with her, but i still have to pretend nicely to her.
i am so ugly sometimes also, but no choice. i have to do. because, it is a REAL WORLD.:(

i will scold her one time once she graduated.

Sunday, April 5, 2009

MD . i am shi beh TULAN now.

i am very tulan, because of my ...who are very close with me.
she is very annoying and arrogant.
what the hells.
MD.
i just can't stand of her very disgusting attidudes.
she is very ugly.
i dun like her. seriously~!!!
everytime she makes me like so angry.
what the hell she born like want to make me angry.
i hope she can stay far away from me the soonest. because she is so annoying~!!!

TMD , she ruin my wonderful sunday:(

Thursday, February 5, 2009

stronger

my college taught me alot of thing.
PISSED OFF: when u can't get ur classroom without prior inform. you will PO.
BOSYBODY: you must busy in cari the classroom and go to the nonsence website frequently.
and many all..
and the last but no least. my college really a highest charges, lousiest management, terrible system among the private college.
SERIOUS><

Wednesday, January 21, 2009

Travel Backpack

i want to do some travel backpack.
maybe in Terengannu or alor star ...
serious...

Wednesday, January 7, 2009

我是大笨蛋~!!!!

i hate myself. i really do.
y everyone can study very well but i can't?
i also got put effort in it. but still...
i should stop wasting money. stop wasting time.
i give myself a very last chance. if still can't make it well.
i rather go for another area to explore myself.
stupid me, stupid attendance list, stupid stupid~!!!!
seriously i can't believe my eyes. is like the end of the world. MD~!!!!
i should go to die la...:(

worry + revoke

finally i understand, know what they were talking about when i was young.
命好, 做个有用的人。
these two words was what my neighbour always told me when i was young.
but at that time i was not understand what was her means.

now. now now i already understood it.
i think i am not useful.
coz i always spoil everything without make it properly.
and i also suck in study. suck in uni. suck in the relationship. damn.
i really not a useful person.

and "ming hao" .
i also not the "ming hao" person.
i got suck life. but at least now i can be independent.
and i think i lead a better life than others la..
but not so nice one.

and now i worrying abt my result. i hope i can passsssss...
so scary.
damn.
god please bless me.

Monday, January 5, 2009

Stupid Uni~!!!

they expected us to pay all sucking fees on time.
but they do not release the result on time oftently~!!!
and the Uni website is so lousy. so lousy~!!!