worry + revoke

finally i understand, know what they were talking about when i was young.
命好， 做个有用的人。
these two words was what my neighbour always told me when i was young.
but at that time i was not understand what was her means.

now. now now i already understood it.
i think i am not useful.
coz i always spoil everything without make it properly.
and i also suck in study. suck in uni. suck in the relationship. damn.
i really not a useful person.

and "ming hao" .
i also not the "ming hao" person.
i got suck life. but at least now i can be independent.
and i think i lead a better life than others la..
but not so nice one.

and now i worrying abt my result. i hope i can passsssss...
so scary.
damn.
god please bless me.